Archive for October, 2012

The Man of a Donkey That I Would Like to Flog!

Posted in Anger Management with tags , , , on October 9, 2012 by soul93

So have you seen this kind yet?? You must have..after all we live among them. It could be that guy sitting right next to you. Or that other sloppy bozo who makes merry out of your misery.

It could be any one? But who again are we talking about here. That same man of a donkey who will always bloody ridicule himself at the sake of that ******* thing called love!

He is a donkey and he can not see things the way animals, for instance humans can. He will do things for love, what he thinks or likes to call it! He feels a petty emotion creeping up inside his empty skull and instantly calls it love. He will want to bang every dog for that matter.

He would see colors in front of his eyes and he will think that these colors are divine…while the case is not so…these colors are there because he has been high on his stench for a long time.

Call me a cynic..or whatever you feel like doing do…i loath such kind. It is a show of low-life…a fact which makes the other irritate. It is a syndrome in fact.. These man-donkeys have wasted their time, life and brain.

The fodder that they are after will never be of a good kind. It is in fact mostly disgusting, poisonous and filthy!

He would make a fool out of himself because that is one thing…the only human quality that he is good at.

That is one donkey i would like to flog.

FL\log for better or for worse.


Of Passport Size Photos..and Me!

Posted in Rage and rave on October 3, 2012 by soul93

I would wear the nicest of clothes. And make my face up in a pretty presentable way. I will do my hair in a nice way too. And then i will sit in front of the camera. The nice photographer will tell me to smile. I will. I must. I am given no other choice. A flash of light, blinding light if i may, and another. The nice photographer will then tell me that it is done.

Then finally the photograph will come out.

And then…and then.

A horror story will begin. No matter how hard i try…and how many times i do so. such photographs in which i am supposed to look presentable and well..’official’ i always end up looking like a dud. A horror story. A freak and messed up!

And not that i have any problem with that…but c’mon i am a nice person who should have nice looking photos. I have every right to look presentable.

The blue background is not a problem at all. But the face in front of it is not up to what i had in mind. Every time i sit on the bench and the light flashes…a very pleasant image comes to my mind.

I always think that it will be of a person with nice hair and a pretty smile…a face which makes a wild heart race….or a steady heart beat with affection. Which makes people go wild in the knees if not that. And if not even that then at least it should be pleasant enough that people can flirt away with you.

And what comes a picture of a savage looking person. The eye bags clearly showing…more like a ruffian. Lips twisted into a heinous smile. Eyes ..drunk. Nose..never mind.

The nice man who edits the picture asks me if it is okay…and i sadly nod. Too overcome by an unknown emotion. And slowly i walk away.